06.06.08 p.s.

i am playing the acoustic version of maps (by yeah yeah yeahs) on my ipod and watching rufus swim around his bowl. have you ever really looked at a fish? especially a beta fish as handsome as rufus? his fins flutter around like little wings and all his colors and delicate details just amaze me. (i'm sure coworkers think i'm a tad strange, sitting here peering intensely into the fish bowl). how can people look at beautiful things like this and think it was all created by some massive accident?